The wife.....

Most of the time, the wife potrait herself in her happy go lucky character. It wasn't her to always think at the negative side. On the third day of the arrival of baby lucas, she couldn't stand the mixture feeling that she is having. Her tears keep dropping down from her eyes since morning, till evening.

Her sudden change in her life, make her a little confuse, and worried. Her unsettled family issues has bring her lot of sadness. She is begging for forgiveness. begging for the family to understand her. begging for everyone to bless with her decision.

She never care on how bad some people have been talking right behind her. She treated everyone with her true heart. And yet, some would like to hurt her from behind. She knows, everything better than everyonelse who have been escalating rumours. She knows who is her true friend that surround her and keep supporting her during her hard time. She never care at all, all these while. But, now, she have a sudden feeling of fear. Fear that, these ppl will hurt her family once again. Fear that, these ppl will do anything bad on her. It's hard for her to give her trust to these ppl anymore. All these, keep playing in her mind. She needs a peace of mind. She thanks for having some real good friend whose heard her. Those friends are her counsellor, that give good advice, good words, encourage her regardless of how busy they are. Those friends, are the friends who knows so well about her....unlike some real faky friend that she is having.

She went to church..... to clear her mind. And she believe, doing good in everyway she could, without hurting anyone, would help her to get her blessing. =) ...